she fucking hates me

that was the worst mistake of my life.

i take every single minute back, i really didn't want to hurt you at all.
you are, or maybe were, my best friend. i was drunk. i don't know what was going through my head.

fuck, if hurts. i lost you. you were my best fucking friend. i really can't comprehend that night. i barely remember it.

there really is no excuse. you can hate me all you wish, because i understand why you would.

i'm just going to disappear for a while.. maybe forever. i don't deserve you at all.

summer fades to fall

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just when life seems okay,
something comes along
and ruins it all



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