I have outgrown that place.
It used to bring me comfort,
Now.. nothing.
Words used to have meaning.
Laughter used to be heard.
Friends used to be an existing word.
No more living with "used to be's" and "what if's"
I'll be sixteen in four days, and I realized no matter how special it once was
The magic will never be the same as it was nearly a year ago.
Feelings are still felt to the friends I've met and made.
Don't think that I don't care, because I do.
This blog will always be open and I will always be here.
This is not a good bye from this one.
It's a good bye from that one.
14 comments:
First of all, I'm sorry my entry said everything you were thinking. There are just some things you don't want others to feel, because you care about them. :)
Secondly, I'm sad, too. I realize things change and people change, or maybe they stay the same and we are just unobservant. But, it doesn't make it any less sad or I'm not even sure of the word.
I don't want you to officially leave, I really don't. But, if you feel like you've outgrown that place, if it's not giving you what you need, the place itself I mean, then I support you 100% in your choice. You, nor I, need something that will hold us back, you know?
I just want you to know that I will always be there for you if you need me, if you want to talk about anything, or if you want to unload or something. I'll do my very best to be unbiased and helpful. And keep in mind that you have plenty of others here that will do the same.
I guess we're just not Disneyland anymore, huh?
You aren't alone in your almost disenchantment.
P.S. Happy 4 Days Away Birthday!!!
And it's a "Hello" from me.
I ♥ you, PH.
You have taught me and continue to teach me things that I should have learned a long time ago.
Thank you.
Don't you ever let the world change you.
*squeezes PH*
:)
PH,
I totally understand how you feel. It's not the same. It never will be the same. It's sad to admit. I don't want to admit it but yeah, that's the way it is.
I ♥ you and don't you ever forget that. I'll still be here and there and everywhere.
Hugs and kisses!
Don't ever change, PH!
XOXO
Hiya babydoll,
I am just checking in with you loves. I hope you got my email?? I would not be surprised if you didn't. I have to call tech support. So in the meantime, if ya didn't get my message -will ya send me one? Let me know how you are doll?? I want to wish you a Happy Happy Birthday -but it is too early... so wait, wait, wait... ;p And I completely understand this post love. I cannot even say it outloud how much I understand you tonight. Please mail me? I am not sure now if my emails are even going out. Be well loves, and let me know?? I miss you. I love you Paper J. kiss ya, des
Hey PH!
I feel you on this one. I have to say I'm barely hanging on by a thread there these days, but I'm going to try and hang on for the year.
Just.
Then...
*shrugs*
Love to you!
See you on the 27th ^_~
xoxo
I understand, PH, although it makes me sad, my friend. I hope to see you here and there around BlogBelieve it possible. You are a lovely young lady. Happy early birthday. :D
hiya PH
hey don't feel bad, time zones play havok and you still got in on time in blogbeleive time zones.
So thank you :]
*big hug*
I'll get in early for you, as I'll be working on your birthday so Happy Birthday for 27th! but I'll hopefully pop back to do it on the day too :)
PH!!
thank you for dropping by. thank you for your lovely words. they mean alot to me. you take good care of yourself.
i totally hear where you are coming from with this one also PH.
i will check in on your birthday ok to wish you many happy returns.
love to you.
LOL PH, great comment. I hope you are no so sleepy soon cos I can't wait to hear from you sweetie.
Grasshopper/teddy bear,
Thank you for stopping by my blog. I have to admit, it was a bit unexpected, but I'm glad you stopped by. I miss seeing you on the blog. Lots. Thank you for the support and kind words. It amazes me to see that you are becoming more wise beyond your years, grasshopper.
*bows*
How's the Hug Fu lessons coming along? Did you recruit any new students yet? I miss hearing about that, to be honest, and the adventures with George. That was definitely funny.
I totally understand where you're coming from regarding this post. You are not the only one. A long time ago, probably in the beginning, I felt a sort of attachment to that place, but a year later, things have changed.
I think it's mostly in part of growing pains, but I'm afraid that it's a common part of life. It happens. Nowadays, I no longer feel that spark or connection with the blog, but I only come to speak with the wonderful friends here at BlogBelieve, and that should be something that shouldn't be taken for granted, regardless.
Although it's kind of distressing that it's becoming more quieter and quieter each day, I admit.
Anyways, I hope you have a wonderful and awesome birthday. Cherish it, for it is a celebration of your life. Don't take it for granted.
I will check back tomorrow and leave lots of birthday wishes :)
I have enjoyed keeping an eye on you. It's one of those things I enjoy doing because it brings out my protective side a bit. Or maybe it's premature motherly instinct, who knows? I hope you don't mind :p
Hope to hear from you soon grasshopper *hugs*
Hello Php,
You said what I was feeling. If you ever want to get a hold of me my email is on my profile page.
Thank you
stay strong and don't let anyone tear you down as well
mj
Hallo PH!
Just returning your note, I miss you as well! I ended up getting eaten by mosquitoes too, a bit after you did. I was being nice this time though, and I was taking pictures of fireworks during the bug smorgasbord. :P
I read your post. You ARE going to keep us updated still right?
-A
(Psst... the word verification for this comment is Veagats. What happens in Veagats, stays in Veagats!)
Honeybunch, believe me when I tell you I've been through all this same shit before. And it sucks. You feel like nobody cares about you, that all there is is infighting and bickering, etc. There's still some goodness there. It's not always evident, but it's there. The friends you've made since last fall are still around you. We'll help you through your bad times just as much as we'll celebrate with you through your good times.
As one of my friends told me once, rise above. Know that L and I will be there when you call.
I love you, Bubbles. Never forget.
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