My lip ring is sooo sore right now.
I'm about to go for a walk, but I'm waiting for my Ipod to charge.
Summer is almost over! And thankfully I have all next weekend off!!! ^_^
My birthday is in like, TEN DAYS! I can't wait, yet I'm dreading it all the same. I can't wait to be sixteen, but then again, I hate celebrating birthdays! Oh well. The big One Six this year! Yay!
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Hey, Sweetie.
Caught up on your blogs, and I just wanted you to know that even if you feel you are alone and scared, you are never alone. There are friends for you that do care about you, please lean on them.
You don't have to make all your decisions right now, remember that. Slow down, take time to figure out you, and what you want. I know right now you have a million things going through your mind, and you have burdens that no one should have, especially not at your age.
The hardest thing to do is to look inside yourself and pull out all the things you like and don't like about yourself. You embrace the things you like, and you call a truce with the parts that you don't. The important thing is to be ok with ALL of you.
You want to be angry with your Dad, and you want him to hold you as well. That's ok. That's how it should be right now. But remember that you are not to blame, and not to turn your back on the love you have with him. You won't be betraying anyone if you want to be Daddy's Little Girl. I still need my Father, and I'm 40 years old. I don't know what I would do without him or my Mum.
If I'm rambling, please tell me. I do worry about you, and nothing you can tell me will make me stop. You are beautiful and strong.
Love,
L.
Ph,
For whatever reason, I find you on my mind this morning. Just wanted to come here and give you some hugs, some smiles, and a whole lotta love.
I know you're dealing with a lot right now. I don't know how you do it. Maybe you should consider a career in the circus as a professional juggler. Whaddaya think? Let's see...you are a daughter, an aunt, a sister, a middle class worker, a student, a driver, a teenager, an almost 16 year old, a BlogBeliever, a friend, a girl, and a young woman with a great head on her shoulders and heart stronger than she realizes.
I'd say that's pretty damned special.
Just please don't forget to juggle PH in there somewheres.
Love and hugs,
S
PH,
I was just thinking about ya today, and I wanted to pop in and see how you were. :) I miss seeing your name around Mayo's.
*is on countdown to your birthday*
;)
See you later!
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