Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Note to self:

Dear me;

Please remember to do your homework. I know you're a lazy fuck sometimes, but you don't want to fall any more behind in class than you are, and it might help you to understand your classes if you did your homework. I'm cracking down now, because it's better to fix your flaws now, sooner than later. Basically, you didn't give a fuck at the beginning of the school year, but now, no more.

Also, don't worry so much. If they don't call you back for the job interview, it's not the end of the world. There's PLENTY of jobs in the sea for you.. maybe it's best for you to stay at A&W for a while. OR you could not be so chickenshit and not be so scared of change.

You had a nice sober weekend at home last weekend, so maybe do that again soon? The drinking may be a leading cause to your crankiness at work and home, and MAYBE, just MAYBE, you wouldn't be broke right now. ツ Your family only cares about you, just keep that in mind.

Just do these things for me, please?

Love always;
Me

3 comments:

Amyranth said...

Almost the same on my end.

1. - Pay your bills off.

2. - Find a better job already.

3. - I don't drink that much. Um... give up Pepsi!

(And I'm trying on all three. We can try together. Especially on the job thing. *wrinkles her nose*)

-A

Anonymous said...

I hope you don't feel I'm intruding. I haven't seen you in years and wanted to see what was happening up north.

Please, PLEASE listen to what you're telling yourself.

Try to keep this brief and yes I know this is revealing my paranoid maternal side and this is probably TMI.

I lived with 2 alcoholics for 17 years of my life. My parents began drinking about your age and they never thought they would end up completely addicted to the substance. Let's say I can't look back on my childhood as a happy one and leave it at that for now.

I admit, I drink and get pretty wasted on occasion. It can be really fun. But all the time.... yuck.

I know you can get your life back together again.

Don't give up on yourself. You're too precious and beautiful and smart to do that.

Andrea said...

Hi Paperheart! Always good to see you!

I'm having a rough day, but it'll work itself out. How are you doing?

This is my place to get away and write down my personal feelings and thoughts. All are welcome to read.