Monday, September 22, 2008

Getting Mixed Up

These past three weeks of school have actually been decent.
The homework load is fucking heavy, but I can manage. Luckily, I have lots of time to do my homework, buuut I usually put it off. I'm beginning to wonder if I have ADD. Seriously, leave me to sit and do something, and I'll just get up and walk around and find something better to do. That is kind of affecting my guitar practicing. lol. I'll start to play this jazz riff, then think "Hey! Where the fuck did I put my water bottle? " then get up and search for that for nearly an hour.

I know lately I've made some super bad decisions, and I need to learn how to control myself. Haha, I'm sixteen, so I guess I'm bound to make some mistakes.

Hmm.. I am off to read.. or practice my guitar.. or idunno.

HAHA
byee<3

4 comments:

sdock10 said...

Little lady, you rock my world. I have to come back here every now and then to get my dose of Paperheartxx. When I want some clarity, when I want to read someone with awareness, when I want to read someone that knows her shit, I come and read you. You are so special, PH. Don't let anyone ever convince you otherwise.

You grab this fucker of a world and hold it in your hand because it's yours for the taking.

You are going to go so far in life and I'm going to be able to sit back and watch it all.

Hugz to the moon and beyond and back again!

Love ya!

Amyranth said...

Against Me! isn't bad. A bit of an acquired taste. I have an open musical palate, and it took repeated listenings for me to pick a few songs I'd like. What can I say? I prefer Rise Against for my "stand up" bands!

I see Mayo's acknowledged what we've been telling you for a very long time! Huzzah!

I'm beginning to wonder if I have ADD. Seriously, leave me to sit and do something, and I'll just get up and walk around and find something better to do.

I found myself like that in high school. I think it was the anticipated freedom that was making my mind wander and making it hard to think. Hasn't changed much at 25! Stay as consistent as possible though, especially with your guitar! Remember poor little girls like me who tried to be musicians, and got art supplies instead!

-A

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Hiya Babe!

I Miss you doll! So, lots of crazy going on for both of us?? Whoa. Can we just take a minute...breathe..

I am gonna send you a proper howdy doo -hopefully mid/end of next week. We are moving this weekend! Yay! (Well, not really -and almost didn't happen at all. Was rather scary dicey for a while there! But it is all working out for the best.) But I won't have phone/net till mid week. I can tell you though -food, clothes, furniture -not so vital. Computer, stereo... IS GOD. ;)

So hopefully you will get a long blahdy blah from me (if it manages to function proper for me! please!!!) no later than the weekend after this!! We have some stuff to talk about yea?? No worries doll, welcome to the world, we are all human. <33 Will catch you soon. Love to you baby -loves, dez

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Oh, P.s! -was only surprised MayoMan hadn't put up you're wisdom sooner.
;)

Love ya

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