I really need to stop falling asleep in class!! haha, it's not my fault the teacher's decide to be total fucking bores! Why don't you actually teach the class something, instead of throwing a textbook in our faces and saying 'OK READ CHAPTER 2, PAGES 34-68, AND WRITE A 5 PAGE REPORT ON BLAH BLAH-FUCKING-BLAH'. A monkey can teach better than you!
Anyways, uggh, family life is pissing me off. My mom and sister basically refuse to get along, in turn, my sister wants to move out.. meaning her and my niece would not live with me. Apart of me is happy, another part wants to tie her to a chair and make her stay. Alas, I know that she is a big girl, she can make her own decisions and take care of herself. I don't see how she will last considering she's 18, no job, and still in high school, with a kid. Oh well, her choice, not mine.
Right now, I'm looking for new stuff to listen to, new sounds. It's really disappointing how artists today are selling themselves out. Instead of making music that they like, they want to make, it's all for the record labels now. Singing the same old shit that every other person out there is doing. Seriously, take a fucking risk and step out of the box that everyone else is living in!
Another thing that has been pissing me off lately, is the people who aren't into a band for their music, but because 'OMGZZZ their like, soo f*%*$& # HOTZZ!". Seriously, grow up. It's people like that who make the rest of us teens look bad. For once, listen to a whole CD all the way through. Listen to the music without looking at the face of the singer or guitarist. Soak up the song for what it's fucking worth and not for what the person looks like. Take in the message and support a band because it's good and worth listening to. Jesus. I'm sick of going on bands myspaces and only seeing comments saying "You're soo hot, I want your babies!" and display names such as "Mrs. _(insert famous person's name)_". Not only is that disrespectful, but embarrassing on your part. It's people like that that make me shake my head in shame.
Work is pissing me off too. Stop hiring new people!! You're taking away from my hours. Do you think that I want to get sent home three fucking hours early?! Like, FUCK. You told me not to quit when I wanted to, and yet you're taking my hours away from me?! SERIOUSLY, make up your fucking mind, you either need me or you don't! There was one day when my boss called me in because they had no one else to work that night and they were getting killed. I was out with friends hanging out and having a good time, but my boss sounded so desperate and I'd feel bad if they got ass-raped when I could've helped stop it. So what do I do, ditch my friends to help them out. Clearly, I'm dedicated to my job, and they don't give a rats ass. Also, PLEASE STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME STOP MY GUITAR LESSONS! That's what i do for me, once a week, and they're trying to make me switch days so I can go to work at 10 am, NO THANKS! Uggh, tell me, why are people so stupid?!
In conclusion, people suck. =]
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LOL, I ♥ you, PH. I was going to say...HOW ARE YOU?!
But, I know now! ;)
I'm sorry you're so frustrated. And you have every right to be. There are just some things we can't change, some people we can't change, and I guess the thing we have to figure out is how to work around it. Even though it pisses you the hell of for having to work around it in the first place.
You're great, PH. And STAY AWAKE!!! ;)
*big ol squeezy hug*
Just let all out, PH!
Scream "fuck" a whole bunch of times.
It won't solve anything, it might not even make you feel better, but it's bound to get you some strange looks and maybe from those you can draw a laugh.
Love,
Solly
*ponders*
You've heard of The A.K.A'S right? What about Japanther, The HorrorPops, Against Me!, ORESKABAND, or The Briggs?
The Dropkick Murphys?
-A
Hiya Baby!!
I MISS YOU!! So things are annoying yea? Meh. Typical.
;p
Brush it off loves. If people are stupid, simply disengage and avoid! And wow, you can really feel sorry for them too, cuz walking around stupid ---don't you think THAT would suck!?? Ugh.
So school is boring. Agreed! But it is just a test loves. A Social Test. Just get through it, remember and embrace who you are - and do ya boring homework! ...and then? Ta Da! You Win! And you get this shiny little paper allowing you to get a crapy job! ha ha! :P
No really- It's a pain in the ass, and most of the crap they throw at you, you could get off the internet in half the time. But it is a test baby. You just gotta make it through. You know who you are, you're not afraid of her; you're already half way there doll. Just hang on. There is a point to it all, it's a silly little one -but it's there. ;)
You're sis is really sure she wants to go? It sucks, but all you can do is give her you're support. (and hey, maybe she won't like it out there on her own -and will come back! I'll cross my fingers for ya loves.) But once you get an idea in you're head, you gotta at least try yea? You know that Paper J. She'll be alright. And it's not like your never gonna see her again babes! She's your family. She will always be with you.
And work is giving you shit too baby?? Well, hell! You just come live with me!! ---well, I mean, as soon as I find a house to live in! ;p Don't let them bully you out of you're guitar lessons either doll. Especially if they are cutting back on your hours too. Tell them to put one of the NEW staff in the morning slots ya know?
But just remember, you can get another job. And just beacause you might not work there anymore, doesn't mean you won't see your friends from there does it? No one has power over THEM. So just think on if it is really worth it to put up with that crap from your bosses or if it is a good time to take a break from working for a while, and just focus on studies (however boring!).
Oh -and the only new band/music I have heard is the Dresden Dolls. My sis calls them "Agro Emo." Not exactly uplifting, or so incredibly pretty....but theres and edge of relatable truth Screaming threw all of their stuff! ;p So ya might want to hop by youtube to scope them out!
I am thinking of ya baby. I hope you are doing alright. Sounds like the crap is building up on ya, but don't let it burry you. Push it off loves, you're too good for it to get you. I miss you, I will mail you soon (hopefully by the end of the month) with all the details of my great hell ;p and I want to check in with you better. Alrighty?? You hang in there baby. Don't let 'em get you!! Kiss ya! I love you Paper J!!
-loves dez
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