Monday, October 6, 2008

Blog-hopping

It's amazing how one blog can lead you to another, which leads you to another, and another, and another. It's also amazing how you can read and figure out how other people view you.. You can also figure out where you are welcome and not.

I don't know what's been going on with myself lately. I'm happy, but then I'm not. Things have been totally confusing to me. Lol.. Like right now I don't even know what I'm saying, what I'm thinking. School has actually been pretty decent! I'm caught up in all of my classes! For me, that's actually normal to be caught up, but since school started a month ago, I've been slacking off. This is my second final year, so I really think that I should be giving my all.

On Saturday, I got in this HUGE fight with my two bestest friends* at work. (Yes, I'm aware that 'bestest' is not in the English dictionary). C got super mad at me because I told something to E, before I told her. It's really stupid, and I told her not to be so immature, but of course, it all kind of blew up. I got mad at E for this fight starting to begin with. I told him not to be such a big fucking dick, and that maybe he should take other people's feelings into consideration for one day in his life. This of course lead to him thinking "oh if no one likes me, then why am I working here? blah blah, blah". Needless to say, C and I are semi-sorted out, but I'm still not quite on speaking terms with E. I don't know if things will go 'back-to-normal' between me and him. I tried to apologize for being a bitch, but he wouldn't even listen. Our Sunday shift was definitely awkward, I mean, he's the one who I always talk to! I think that Saturday was just a terrible day for me. I was so moody. BUT I did get to go driving with my sister and her boyfriend. I drove his standard car, and let me tell you, that was a challenge! Not only did I not really grasp the clutch-gear-shifting mechanism, but I hit my sister's boyfriend with the car. It was more of a friendly bump. He was fixing something under the hood, and he told me to lift my foot off the clutch. How was I supposed to know that I had to keep my foot on the break?

Haha. Halloween is coming up. Which means S has her birthday the day before. I have to find her an awesome present, because she's been an awesome friend. Last year, around this time of the year, she's the one I could talk to, because no one else would listen. She's just an awesome friend, and I think she deserves the best.

Also, in exactly one week, I am going to the Hedley concert with my sister. Not many people like them, but I for sure do! Their song "For The Nights I Can't Remember" is my nieces song. When she was just a wee-one, that song would put her to sleep. She still gets a smile plastered on her face whenever she hears Jacob Hoggard's voice. I'm really excited for this show because I got my sister and I floor seats! We'll be so close to the bands!

I have to go work on this art project about subtractive paintings and another on abstract sculptures. Hopefully I figure out what to do for my own sculpture!

5 comments:

Andrea said...

Gosh, I know exactly what you mean about blog hopping. I tend to do the same thing while surfing the web too. You can end up going all over the place!

Glad you stopped by the other day. It's always great to see you.

Amyranth said...

Abstract sculpture, do the underarm, leading to the front of the torso and follow the muscle in the stomach.

Then, turn it upside down and add some tinselled pipecleaners.

Classy!

-A

Smoke said...

RAWR!!!!!!

^_^

Have you watched the new James Bond theme song video yet? HAVE YOU?

*growls*

Hee-hee.

Jack White awesomeness!

I hope you know you're always welcome at my house. Always.

♥ you!

Amyranth said...

Happy Gobble Gobble PH!

I talked to my turkey today while I was dressing him. Sadly, he had nothing to say back.

-A

Original Punk L said...

Hey Bubbles,

How are you doing? I'm sorry you are having a hard time with life right now, and that your friend is not speaking to you. Misunderstandings, words said, they all contribute to bad feelings. Just be there, and wait. If E. is a true friend, he will come around after while.

I will tell you that searching for yourself never stops, even as you get older. I ran from myself for the longest when I was younger, and I caught up with me about 10 years ago. Since then, I have been trying to be more myself, and to work on things I don't like. As a matter of fact, last night I wrote 15 things in my journal that I either don't like about myself or that I have surpressed for so long and I am going to spend the next 15 days exploring each one.

Always keep learning, about yourself, about the world. Love yourself, even the parts you don't like, and love those around you. Never be afraid to show that love, to let someone know how you feel.

Take care of yourself, sweetie.

Love ya,
L.

This is my place to get away and write down my personal feelings and thoughts. All are welcome to read.