!&$#(!*#&)!$

Your such a stupid fuck.
I really care about you and you don't get that.
I just lost someone really close to me in a car accident,
and then I get a text from you at 3 am telling me that you fucking fell asleep at the wheel??!
OBVIOUSLY, I will not be impressed and be mad, angry, upset, confused, and scared all in one..
I don't want to go through another funeral right now,
Especially not with you.
You'd think that seeing him laying lifeless in the hospital bed would knock some sense into you.

Words can't even describe how upset I am.
And now you're laying here beside me, safe and sound.
What if I lost you too?
I'd clearly go crazy.


I dont want to admit it or say it out loud,
But I think that I do love you...

wake me up when september ends

We may not have always gotten along, but you will always be my big brother. You always watched out for me when times got rough, and I hope you knew that I was always there for you. I don't think I ever said it enough, or showed you how much I cared, but I really really love you. I will always remember you and never forget you. Wherever you may be right now, I know that you are happy. I don't know how I'm going to live every day of my life without you in it. It's just weird. We talked about the possibility of death, and I know that you don't want us to worry. I know you would want me to move on, but it's just going to be hard. It wasn't your time, you had so much to live for. Your dreams were just coming true. I want to make you proud, I want to live my life to the fullest possible potential for you. Nothing could've prepared me for losing you, Troy. I love you, forever and always.



♥ ♥ ♥ ♥