wake me up when september ends


We may not have always gotten along, but you will always be my big brother. You always watched out for me when times got rough, and I hope you knew that I was always there for you. I don't think I ever said it enough, or showed you how much I cared, but I really really love you. I will always remember you and never forget you. Wherever you may be right now, I know that you are happy. I don't know how I'm going to live every day of my life without you in it. It's just weird. We talked about the possibility of death, and I know that you don't want us to worry. I know you would want me to move on, but it's just going to be hard. It wasn't your time, you had so much to live for. Your dreams were just coming true. I want to make you proud, I want to live my life to the fullest possible potential for you. Nothing could've prepared me for losing you, Troy. I love you, forever and always.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
This is my place to get away and write down my personal feelings and thoughts. All are welcome to read.
17 comments:
He will always be proud of you sweetie. He will always be your angel now.
RIP Troy.
Luv you PH xxxxxx
Ph - I am so very very sorry
I know he would have known how much you loved him, and he will always be your big brother in a way beyond our understanding, watching out for you and caring for you
He was taken far too soon
RIP Troy
*hug*
He really really loves you too.
Really.
-A
I'm so, so sorry. I just went to Mayo's to spill about my Gran being in the hospital, only to read your story.
PH, I don't know what to say. This is so unfair, and I'm so sorry. I know you're a strong and lovely young lady, and I admire that. But especially in a case like this, it's okay to not be strong sometimes, too. I doubt if anyone expects you to carry this by yourself.
There is never enough time, but twenty two is too young.
You and your family are in my thoughts.
Ph,
I am so, so sorry. I can't even begin to imagine what you have been going through. Just know that I'm thinking about you and your family now.
And like the others have said, he knew how much you loved him.
Love you,
Solly
PH,
I am so sorry. I don't even know what to say. I don't know what I'd do if I lost my sister. I wish I knew what to say and I wish there was more that I could do. You are such a special and amazing person, PH. Don't you ever forget it. You and your entire family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
♥ you,
SV
Paperheart
I am at a loss of what to say. I am so terribly sorry for the loss of your big brother.
You are an exceptionally strong young lady, but sometimes we need to allow ourselves to feel all those confusing emotions we get when we experience loss.
My thoughts are with you and your family. My deepest sympathy extends to them as well.
*a massive hug*
-KD
PH,
i've just read your dreadful news at mayo's. i am so sorry for what you are going through. it must be so hard to deal with. i don't know what else to say except my thoughts are with you. stay close to your family and friends. life is so unfair, i wish it wasn't.
love to you PH.
♥
PH, I told Mummy K about your loss when I saw her last night. She is at the hospital with my Gran now but she asked me to send her condolences. She is very sorry to hear this news as well.
Take care of yourself, sweetheart. This isn't easy for anyone in your situation.
I thought you would get a kick out of knowing that the word verification for this is "undia." WTH? :)
PH, I was so very sorry to read about your big brother. I always felt that those who shone the brightest were always the ones to leave first. It's not fair and it sucks.
All I can do is give you words. There's nothing I can do to ease your pain, even though I wish I could.
Please know that you are in my thoughts and heart. xxxx
PH, I'm so sorry. *hugz*
I can't even begin to imagine how hard this must be for you. All I can say is, my ♥ goes out to you & your family.
Troy knows you love him, and he'll always be with you. Stay strong, love, and know that we'll all be thinking of you.
Hello PH,
I never know what to say when something like this happens. I don't think there are any words that can make the hurt go away.
I am so sorry that this happened. I just hope that you and your loved ones are together and helping each other through this time.
PH
Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry to read your terrible sadness. He was so young, and so loved. =(
*hugs to you*
xoxo
I heard about your brother and I am so sorry. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Grasshopper, I am so sorry for your loss. My condolences
*hugs*
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