Today was boring as fuck. School is so gay, I don't see why they make us go if all we're going to do is sit there. I mean, there are better things to do. Whatever.
I took a nap after school today XD. BOY did that feel great. I woke up feeling super refreshed and hungry. Haha. T-minus 8 days until school is done. Yes, that's the one thing that is keeping me going. I'm studying my little heart out so I can make it through the exams and possibly come out with a 86% average. I finished my hairstyling exam a week early, and finished with a 97%. All that's left for that class is the written portion, then GOODBYE grade 10 hairstyling. Those fucking mannequin (sp?) heads fuck up my hands big time! They're cut up, torn and really sore.
I honestly can't wait for summer. The minute exams are done, the minute I'm done, I'm going to go out and just hang out with my friends. I'm not even working as much, or too stressed, so why the fuck am I always exhausted? Maybe I'm crashing..
There are so many things out in the world I want to do, see, and try before I die. In English, first semester, we had to write a list of 50 things we wanted to do and see before we died. My list went on, and on, and on. Personally, I think that that is a good thing. Why live your life if you aren't going to do anything? You only live once. That's why I'll always jump at the opportunity to do something new and exciting. I'm the type of person who enjoys the rush of life. "High on Life", much? Haha, if that's possible, then that's exactly who I am. I'm a go-getter. I set goals for myself too high to reach, purposefully. I give it my all, and chase after my dreams as hard and fast as I can. Is that a good thing? Somedays I wonder if I have too many ambitions. By the time I'm 18.5, I plan on moving out into my own apartment. I want to move to Toronto, or L.A. I want to own my own hair-salon. I want to form a band to raise my voice.
Haha. I always question my motives. Why do I want to do this? How will I be able to do it? Can I make it on my own? I think I can do it. I don't take no for an answer.
We're getting closer to the stars
Aiming for the moon; reaching to the edge
Looking towards eternity, I want to fall
Fall down
Fall down, fall up, fall down
You can make it if you try
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Still feeling worn out, Paperheartxx?
I think it's something in the stars.
Wait, today's June 16.... Classes over yet?
No sleep = no ability to do da math.
Write me a novel when you get the time, if you want to....
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